on the 13th December 2011, it’s not only Aunty Ann’s birthday, but it was when the most memorable event happened. Nate, Kw, Marcus and i were in the car, on the way to TTS, to find out that the traffic light isnt working. we were at the t-junction, seeing that there’re no cars in the opposite direction, we took the turn to TTS slowly. Just then we saw a viva accelerating towards the passenger side of our car without stopping, it crashed the passenger side of my car. The force was so strong that my whole car sort of moved side-ways (like how a crab moves) and hit another car on my side(i was driving). So my car is practically damaged to a certain stage that 3 of the doors cannot open and 2 of the doors on the passenger side is dented really inside and TORN! no idea how metal can tear. All the glasses on those 2 doors broke into pieces and i have no idea what happens after. everything was in a mess. as i try to recall i can only remember that i actually tried to approach the another driver to see if they are okay, but the woman scolded me back with really harsh tone while her family was getting her son out of the car. Her son, was the driver and was actually crying in pain. ive to admit that i was really scared and i was shivering like crazy. I tried to hold back my tears but as i started to call for help i just couldn’t hold them in. i was too confused and afraid that i would be jailed and the driver might die(or something). within a minute or so, that place is crowded with people and police. as soon as my bro came, he sorta tried to calm me down(but it doesnt work) then my mum came, and we went to the police station to lodged a report. Then to realise that the Viva has an expired road tax. so, i wasnt completely in a deep shit. thank god all of us were safe! and that my parents dint scold me but try to calm me down and was worried that i have some phobia or something. which i REALLY have after that. 2 day after i have to complete my assignment and do my listening test. I seriously dunno how i still can get my head into studies after all that. oh did i mention the whole accident happened 3 days before i have to fly to Korea? yeah, so i did have some relaxation in korea to put my mind off the thoughts. i just drove ytd again. i think im slightly recovering. and about my car, i dun think ill be seeing my Goldie Lock again. Papa said he’s gonna change my car. so… till then, im car-less. sigh…..

i miss my holidays! i miss slacking and most of all, i miss hanging out at home all the time with April. i know i sound superb lifeless but, erm… that’s the way i live. lol.

well, this past few months, ive been thinking what friends really mean. and to that, i learnt that not everybody in your life would appear real to you, not everybody will actually bother to leave footsteps behind, and not everybody will truly treat and like you for who you are. living in this century, being the people living in it.. pls dont bother to even think that friends are what you might really need, money is what truly loves you. Money will not bother if you’re a bitch, a coward, a liar, a princess etc… it will just stick with you and be yours till you spend them all. Family too, is who truly sticks with you even if you’re in superbly big trouble.

Dear Friend, don’t fall for those lies that they hve told, dont be too naive to think that all the friends around you are true, look deeper within and you’ll finally remove their mask to finally see what they truely are. if you need a partner for the roller-coaster ride, here.. you can have me.

But, if you have a true&great bff, you’re truely blessed. <3

We have :

1) the cat killer – Serdang

2) toy poodle abuser – Melaka

3) Tiger abused for money – in A’famosa

etc etc….

I know there might be more cruel things that are happening every nano seconds but we can stop them! if the police has been taking serious measures on all these cruel actions that each and everyone of these abusers have done, protestors will not exist. no petitions will have to be sign, no one will go against the government, everybody will be happy. but no, reality is so cruel and every abusers doesn’t get what they deserve. Just today, i read about the Dog Killers In Town from PETSTER‘s June ’11 issue, guess what, they are done by the Majlis Perbandaran Batu Pahat. I know dogs are not as favorable as cats, but they too have brains, they too have feelings, they too feel pain. Why dont they deserve what cats deserve? We’re told to treat all races equally, to be 1Malaysia, then why can’t all animals be treated fairly? Why are dogs being shot so openly in town? Why can we have 1Animals too?! We were told to not have gender discrimination, then why are animals have animal discrimination? Why are dogs being discriminated? I know they might be overpopulating, you can spay/neuter them, why must they be killed? If it is the case of over populating, then will humans be shot dead when we’re overpopulating? In the article written in PETSTER‘s magazine(page 50) the writer have stated that they have lodged over 30 reports to the police stations nationwide against this tragedy and YET THE POLICE ARE TAKING NO RESPONSE! WHY?! Well, i guess the answers are clearly written in your hearts.

how to help;

1) you can all sign the petition provided by Petfinder, here.

2) lodge a police report about the Batu Pahat tragedy. The writter actually provided us a sample police report lodged in her article, you can collect the PETSTER magazine in any petshop or any vet clinic, and yes, they are free.

I guess we’re clear of who to vote for in our coming elections.

ive been really uninspired these days, really lazy to write or type or anything! i love to sleep, eat, play with april, sleep, eat, play with april…and the same thing goes on and on. 4 months summer holiday, im really lazy to get a job. well, I DID get one, but i quit, ppl close to me will know why.

anyway, i know im super duper late, happy parents day everyone! and this is what i made for my family. all the dads and moms! hope u guys are well surprised! hehehe!

I don’t want anything else, i just want three wishes;

Ashley,

宝贝April’s Birthday!(this post’s late cause i took days to type this. aiksss. was kinda busy lah!)

when i first saw April, she was this tiny looking puppy of the size of your palm. she was really tiny but when i tried to upclose her, she sneezed when i move nearer toward her cute little face – which shocked me a little. =.=  She was the tiniest among the litter of puppies and she’s the ONLY female among them! Idk about you but im kinda discriminating when it comes to choosing the gender. I prefer female over male just cause i didn’t like the male humping your friends’ or your leg when ure trying to play with him, it’s really distracting and it’s also because, i personally thing female is more caring and they tend to stick to you more and treat you just like their biology mummy (okay, im not trying to say im a bitch but, y’know…). So okay, i made a decision to get a female and POOF! I FOUND HER ON THE NET!

this is how she’s like when she first opened her eyes. sooooo adorable!

this is her when i first brought her home, she sleep sleep and sleep alllll day! cause she’s only about 5 weeks old. but is so much bigger than the first time seeing her! and she grew brown spots! hahah. i had always counting down to the days of collecting her cause i just cant wait for her to come to me sooner than just soon!

her first night at my house was terrible! she slept in my room for the first night, but she just refuses to sleep, she might just sleep for 15-20 minutes then wake up and started crying. i guess she’s just homesick, but when i went close to her, she crawl really close to me. i couldnt really sit there and stop studying cause my term test was the day after, so i decided to bring her to my bed and put her on my lap, and she fell asleep straight without waking up anymore! then i thought, this cute thing seriously misses her momma. i felt a little sad to separate them both, but gah, i guess she’ll get used to this!

then about two days later, she got used to the surroundings and started to play! then i thought, why not i start taking pictures of her? then i start training her to look to the camera while i snap! and she is just SO photogenic! u dont have to train at all! she’ll pose and LOOK at the lens! she’s such a camwhore like ME! hahaha! then i started to like taking pictures of her! oh, did i tell you i was having summer holidays(appx 4 months) so i train her at the age of 5.5 weeks! HAHA! crazy i know, but it worked! hahah! First artsy fartsy picture of my April!

yeah, now you can tell which is April’s favourite toy ey? lol.

she shows you puppy eyes to beg you to let her out everytime when ure near the cage! lol. well, ive to say, it works! LOL. she does that now too! HAHAHA

yes, baby girl fell sick! when i came back from taiwan, she fell sick, even the vet couldnt tell why she’s like this! i brought her straight to the vet straight after the day i touched down! the day after ive to get over to singapore and when im back, she looked like this. before this, her eyes and mouth was redder and much much more swollen! she looks so sadddd. i cried a little when i saw her like this when i came back from taiwan. it was just so sad to see her sick. i felt guilty to leave her and went for a vacation! but thank god she’s fine now! PHEW!

when April met her first driend(doggiefriend)!

this is how she looks like around 6 months plus? dont really remember. but she never change, except for her length! hehe

YES! she only love ME! not you, nor YOU! hehehe. <3

photobombed! sigh, i think i should send April to be a Dogdel(dog model)

the cupcakes that i HANDMADE for her!

我的宝贝April with her Cupcakes!

knowing that it’s her bday month, ive decided to join this Dog Love of the Year 2011 competition where we have to take a pic of ourselves with our furkid. so i posted a picture there! so please help us win by “Liking” our photo! Thanks alot if you liked it, if you dint please try to.

But before that, like PETSTER first! -> http://www.facebook.com/pages/PETSTER/321538315743

then like my picture -> http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?fbid=10150275355875744&set=a.10150158542730744.351709.321538315743&type=1&theater

the reason why im blogging now is cause i couldnt sleep as im seriously worrying shyts about my lymph node! sigh. i think i shud seriously try to go back to sleep class is at 10 tml!

oh btw, ive booked the appointment with Dr. Chong for April Lautner’s spaying op this friday, 25th March. im worry about that too! gah, ive so much to worry about, i think i dont need to bleach my hair before i dye them ash blonde cause they’ll prob turn white soon!

I’ve chosen the Kate Spade London Coal Tote because the orange is the color of the beautiful orange tulips that blooms during spring. Orange is a striking color that is eye catching and attention seeking.

I’ve came up with 3 spring outfit looks:

Look 1 ;

One shoulder dress paired with a glittery shoe accessorized with a heart shape necklace.

This look is suitable for both formal and casual parties, sometimes for work and for a date too!

Look 2 ;

blue jeans dress paired with a lace vest and the all time popular gladiator sandal. Then accessorized this look with a cuff!

Suitable for shopping or even for a party!

Look 3 ;

Cream lace top paired with the black vest with studs, cord skirt, and the famous oxford wedges.

This look is simple, casual, and pretty. Suitable for all kinds of outings.

My very simple 3 spring looks, thanks for reading.

you’re:

funny, silly, stupid but smart(im sorry it sounds oxymoron, but it only meant for morrons like you!),

charismatic,

TINY*winkwink*,

thoughtful(because you’re there when i’m upset),

helpful, bias(because presents are not in equal amount!),

attentive – but not to us because you’re vertically challenge ,

brave? – i don’t think so, because u’re afraid of my dog,

mature – but in an old way,

unpunctual(because you were late for our first meet up!),

voracious? ,

ambitious,

a good leader(too bad cdt ended! ),

diligent,

understanding – cause you’re able to understand our situation and give us proper advises.

you USED TO BE always there cause you’re around for 365 days, 7 days a week, 24 hours a day and always on stand by mode, but now you’re barely on for 48 hours a week. We used to hate all your nags but now we’re missing them alot! :’(

AND, you’re the walking street directory and bus guide.

okay, im done criticizing you, so it’s time for them to do it.

Wooi Quan – Ecou. Finally u are 21 now! hope you will lose your virginity soon!~ hahaha jk lah. Hope you are doing fine in NS. And do post more pics about your botak head!

Royston - Happy Birthday Ecou…. May we grow old together ok xD?… haha… anyways thanks for being my friend…. and like always offering your house as a party venue or gathering for us during the festive occasions… Also wanna thank you for bringing me around Malaysia the other time.. really enjoyed myself.. and i do hope we can do that again some time in the future…=)..

Melanie – Even though your puberty period may be coming to an end, to not give up on your height! Happy Birthday and may you grow taller!

Xun - Happy Birday Hansen. hope you have a wonderful bash in the camp LOL. i think it’s time to go your house and stock up some videos from you and gun for my long holidays ahaha. and see a more build Hansen in the making when we see you again xD..

Rene –  Happy Brithday, don’t say too much F***, or we have to buy you a vibrator and stick it up your ass!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HANSEN!!!

i hope….

youllbuymepresentsonyourbirthdaymybirthdaychristmasevechristmashalloweenchinesenewyeargoodfridayetcetcetc

you could be as hyper as silly as happy as you are, be buffed when you’re out of NS, and let me see you BOTAK!

NAH! your cake! make your wish and blow your candles!

21 years old already, old already, so pls be more realistic!

btw, we really miss your bubbly personality, so pls come back dear Hansen.

p.s, about mel’s wish, i was about to type the same thing! i told her you would smack me in the head for that and she asked if you could reach! LMAO!

p.s, p.s, rene taught me some of the criticizes, so pls dun kill me. :X

CEP down! 3 more to go.