have you ever feel regretful doing something you shouldnt, but maybe at that point of time, that might be the only thing you could do?! ok, too complicated? let me rephrase this, have you ever feel regretful doing something you shouldnt when you have no choice at all? well, if you have, that’s exactly how i feel right now. very shitty when every bits and pieces start to fall apart. i apologize for everything ive done. im sorry i lied. i dont mean to. you’re pushing me to the end of the cliff and if i dont react to the situation i would’ve fall down and die miserably. these might sound really dramatic to you but, no, im not trying to be oh-so-drama-queen-ish with you. im just trying to get everything straight. i know you do look at my blog, i know u do know whats happening to my life and yes, baby, karma. congratulation to your new relationship. and no, i’ve never try to break any of yours, nor try to snatch any of your bf away. i never plan to make all your friends go against you. im sorry that things turn out like this. im not trying to make you forgive everything ive done, because i know, no matter what i say or do will not make any difference to you. im just trying to do what i can do to try joining the puzzle together again. my sincere apology.
我知道我做错了，对不起.
OH, btw, HAPPY 52nd BIRTHDAY, MALAYSIA. 🙂
i feel so patriotic. 🙂
Ashley&Lautner 