im STILL alive.

hello people, HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!! in case you don’t already know, im back in singapore…. the tiny little room i called “home”(more like a shelter to me). Can’t sleep, so i decided to draw up a post to let you guys know that i’m still fine and alive. teehee. 😛

class started about 2 weeks ago, my classmates are all awesome peoples(no joke!).

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my new family. 😀 Small but warm..

Class is really small, but the good thing is, we dun have to take sucha long time to get to know each other especially names! i can now remember EVERYBODY’s name,ikr? i suck at names, but small class = benefit to me! haha. the bad thing is, i have to wear formal! see all of us, in those boring colors and boring clothes! sigh… on a brighter note, i don’t have problems on what to wear to class anymore which, indirectly means i dun have to spend too much money on clothes. hahahaha!

Just watched “Les Miserable” with royston and sephy, now im feeling REALLY miserable cause i suddenly miss home! 😦 like the sofa, the bed, the floor, just ANYTHING from home! i miss my naggy mother and my noisy brother. i always thought ironing a blouse is easy peasy, turns out, i was wrong, AGAIN. sigh…. washing white blouse and ironing white blouse is damn hard can?! how i wish dry cleaning here is FOC. 😦 i call home seldom not cause i don’t care, but cause i scared after i hang up the phone ill start missing home, refusing my mum to come cause im afraid when she leaves, ill cry. there are many things i couldn’t say because they might just laugh at me and call me stupid. i might look strong, but im really very fragile inside. just a tiny poke and ill cry out loud. but ill bear with it! just few more weeks and ill be home!

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to my baby girl, mummy will be home soon!! don’t miss me too much alright, love? ❤

P.s, i still prefer the mini size you. 😛 this time when im home, ill take LOTS of pictures of you! 😀

XOXO, enough of emo-ness, time to sleep. nitey nites people! ❤


Studying abroad..

Holla darlings!
Im just an hour flight away from home but yet it still feels so far far awayyy~~ so here’s a little update about my life…

This girl here has withdrew frm the unmc and, is now studying in sim global education, doing what she’s been dreaming to study far before graduation. If you know me well enough, u should have already known what course that is. If you don’t, that just shows how “important” i am to you that you don’t even bother finding out. Lollll… Just kidding!! It’s nothing to be secretive and special about anyways.. Im currently doing the Hospitality Management Course under the IMI-Luzern. So ill only be in Singapore for approximately 9 months. After that, we’ll have to continue the degree program in Switzerland for approximately 6 months. Just yesterday i was told that we’re suppose to work in Switzerland for another 6 months as internship UNLESS we already got our attachment beforehand. Class has already commenced for about a week now, and so far each and everyone of my classmates are very nice and friendly.. Teehee 😀

 to my notts classmates, i still miss messing around with u guys in class, seeing u guys listen so attentively to the lecturers(even if they are dead boring), seeing SOME of you falling asleep etcetc… I miss every moment of that and feel awesomely grateful to be able to capture those wonderful moments and grow them into a book of memories..

How i find the course?

Well, obviously they are more interesting compared to boring finance and them boring calculations! No more math like FINALLY! Ill rather be chase by baboons than study math! I know that sounds corny but i just hate math(and bad at math) to that extend! I can finally do more on management minus out all those calculus… Thing! Anyways we’re just halfway through the first subject(Front desk Operation Management) and i already find it super interesting. Not sure if its the lecturer who makes it feel awesomely fun or the subject is fun in general. Lol. We have role plays almost everyday, and thats exactly what i like best. Not just being able to talk, we’re also able to MOVE ABOUT! If you know me well enough, i cant sit in a class for more than an hour! But surprisingly, in FOM, 3hours is as easy as abc and as fast as the shinkansen in Japan!

 Leaving alone, away from home.

I’ve always thought living alone and away from home is a very easy thing. But I guess I was wrong… living alone is never easy and studying abroad is something that is very saddening and lonely… the first day when I arrived to the new place which I was supposed to call “home”, honestly speaking, i disliked the place. It doesn’t look like home neither does it smell like home(weird but true). To wrap it up, it’s just nothing like home! I feel awful and started to feel like going home. Part of me refused to unpack my luggages because I secretly thought of rejecting the SIM offer and head home. Call me a baby, but I seriously cried quite a lot cause the homesick was really bad… every moment when i was alone(with no internet) I started to picture how it’s like back home, as soon as the thought came by, tears began to fall continuously.. I must admit, there are things that i miss dearly.. not just my family, my baby girl is something that i miss so much and feel so terrible when i have to leave her home. I couldn’t even look her in the eye or go near her when it was time for me to head to the airport. The moment i see her, tears start to fall… yes, I’m that big of a cry baby.. It may seem like I am over exaggerating, but the bonding between her and i are just unexplainable.. sigh… how I wish I can stuff her into my luggage and fly her with me! damn u immigrations, why u no allow me to bring my pet?! :(((

Found this when I was unpacking my luggage. Seriously babe, if i havent been unpacking my luggages, ill never find your piece of tiny letter! LOL. when did u even slip it in?! evenmore, when did u even write it???? Honestly, i teared my butt off when i was reading the content! I thought of how we used to kip thinking to study together in singapore or together ANYWHERE! but that dream just din’t come true! well, it ALMOST! gah! damn m.u for not cancelling ur Aussie student visa! like wtf lah! we could have end up tgt in the same place then we wont miss home/not so much lah at least! sigh… although we’re just 500++km away or even a phone call away, it still feels different! i miss you ton! :(( i miss how we can just go out when we want, and run a song cover anytime… sigh… i shud stop with those i miss, cause you know i know you know what i miss! 😛 and why are you ALWAYS asking me to get a bf?!?! seriously? is that a need??? dun worry man, i wont have a lesbian crush on you! buahahahaha! and dun even bother linking that “how to identify gay/lesbian” shyt that the gov made on me! cause it’s not true lah! and, 5kgs? U MAD WOMAN?!?! i know 5 is like a small number, but for weight, it’s definitely not! but seriously…. when i was reading it, i was thinking how many lives did i saved in my past life to deserve a friend like you? i lub u deep deep babe! ❤

alright… my post is really so uber long… i think i shall stop here! hehehe


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when is my turn to break free?